Just Two Weeks Away – and I’m Amazed at How Far We’ve Come To Get Here

I'm in a state of amazement right now. The show is two weeks away. I got a call today from a reporter, looking to write a preview on the show. I gave an interview, which I was totally unprepared for. Ticket sales are starting to pick up, and like I said, the show is only two weeks away. It's all coming together, as I reflect now on where this started. From the germination of an idea, first guarded then shared with friends – who encouraged me and added to my idea. The burst of creativity as each dancer and actor who has joined the show has added something of themselves. Whether it's been the creation of an interesting costume, the development of an initial concept into a full-blown scene, or even just a suggestion on how a scene could be improved – I am reeling from the generosity of my fellow artists. I really couldn't have done this without them. It's really a collaborative effort – and I wouldn't want it any other way.

On the same topic but a different feel, I also want to express amazement at how much I've learned in this process. The challenges have been huge. I've had to learn a lot of new skills, promotion and publicity, graphic design (for the flyers), stage directions, building props and costumes, music editing, and even learning a bit about lighting/sound options. I've had to use my project management skills in a way I've never done in my personal life before, sending countless emails, making spreadsheets, lists, checking on due dates and checking in with people. It has also pushed me to be more assertive, though I can still see I need more improvement in this area. I've had to do such things as make decisions between two options, make a stand on something I want if it matters to me, and even navigate the uncomfortable waters of selecting people for the show. Actually due to our low turnout at auditions, it wasn't too difficult – many people are playing 2 roles!

If we do this – or another show – next year, I will be able to take these lessons forward. If we do the same show, I will be able to take a lot of things forward, from the script to the choreography to all the promo materials. I will definitely need a break from Production after Raks Nativity, but I have to say – I'm already thinking of what we could do next year – and even of the plot of another show. The main thing I need though for these narrative productions that I want to produce? More men. Most stories involve at least one man, especially love stories! At any rate, I never dreamed I would be this close to realizing a dream of mine (to produce a bellydance show with a narrative storyline), and here it is. It's happening. It's for real. Thank you to the people who believed in me – and in my idea – and helped make it what it's going to be. In just two weeks! *squeals of excitement*